Unbearable Agony: A Personal Fight With the Mysterious Pain of Cluster Headaches
It was a dreary Monday in the morning in the autumn of 2016. I was working as a educator, trying to settle a new class, when a intense sensation bloomed behind my one eye. This was followed by quick jolts, reminiscent of lightning bolts. As the school day progressed, the discomfort subsided and then came back with greater force. Multiple times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with worksheets and hurried to the school bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I took aspirin, but the pain remained unrelenting.
The attacks appeared frequently that fall, and once more in spring, soon establishing an annual pattern. September and October were the worst, then the late winter. I could predict the pattern: aura in the morning, early twinges on the commute, full-on agony in class by mid-morning. In late 2019, a GP eventually sent me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder.
This condition typically begin with intense discomfort behind a single eye that persists for three hours.
Approximately 1 in 1000 people suffer by the condition, and males are more frequently affected. Attacks usually begin with sudden, severe agony around a single eye that peaks within a short time and continues for as long as three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, daily or several times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or facial sweating. I have an episodic type, which occurs in periodic cycles; some patients have chronic attacks, defined by the lack of long symptom-free periods.
What connects sufferers is the severity. One study scored the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than bone fractures or pancreatitis. A separate discovered 64% of cluster headache patients experienced thoughts of self-harm amid bouts; the figure fell to four percent when they were pain-free.
Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a long-term sufferer from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her attacks started when she was a toddler. “I would throw myself on the ground and hit my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through her youth. Alcohol in her teens, like many triggers, made things more intense. After drinking alcohol at her graduation party, she remembers barely being able to see on the bus home.
Her family often interpreted her attacks as intoxicated behavior. Understanding finally came from her father and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after relocating, but often concealed her condition. She was fired from one job, in part due to absences during episodes. Her breakthrough identification came in 2002 at a specialist neurology center.
Nevertheless, the failure to plan life around erratic attacks took its effect. She particularly hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be cared for by her family during the incapacitation caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the simple liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.
Headaches have been documented across history. “The first description of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write authors in a book on the subject. They attributed the disease to an malevolent spirit who attacked his sufferers' heads.
Ancient healing records suggest bizarre treatments for what some observers would classify as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, severe headache was identified as a separate condition, with treatments ranging from bloodletting to other, more superstitious cures.
It was a Dutch physician who provided the initial detailed description of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very severe headache happening and vanishing daily at specific hours”.
Cluster headaches were only officially classified by global medical societies in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a major artery that supplies blood to the brain. Prominent experts in treating the condition note this.
In the late 1990s, scientists released the results of a study for which they had triggered attacks in patients and observed the episodes in a imaging machine. The data, published in a major journal, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in pain, and a reduction when they recovered.
Despite such progress, identification remains slow. One man's symptoms began in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being inflated behind my left eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent multiple surgeries before finally being correctly identified in 2014, after a doctor looked up his complaints.
Specialists say wait times in diagnosis and treatment happen because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in agony,” one says. He works by ruling out other common head pain conditions, such as tension-type headache, before confirming cluster headaches. A detailed patient history is crucial: on which side do signs occur? For how long? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Certain characteristics such as tearing, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help verify the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be sent to dedicated centers. But many first go to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable therapies.
A charity trustee, in her late seventies, has experienced cluster headaches for most of her life, although she has been free from an episode since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth extracted because dentists misinterpreted her symptoms. She believes the dental profession still need much more education. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was she who replied. The author recalls calling a support line during an bout in early 2021; a reassuring advisor guided me through oxygen therapy and drugs until the attack passed.
National guidance on management recommend that patients are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a anti-migraine drug administered by injection. No tablets or opioids should be used. Prophylactic choices include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly soothes the bouts of some individuals.
But leading specialists believe the official guidelines need revising to reflect a more defined clinical pathway and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The duration of the bout dictates the treatment.” Brief bouts with occasional episodes are managed with abortive therapy alone. Longer or more severe bouts require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an procedure into the side of the head where the pain is that decreases nerve activity.
The national guidelines need revising to reflect a